Silly Thoughts
yet another old one…
I’m having another silly yet irresistible idea again. I have this weird whim to go where “Daniel” is…or at least where I think he would be. I don’t know why I feel that I have to go. I don’t know what to expect if I do go there. I don’t know what I’ll do if something will arise from going there. I don’t know anything except that I want, have to go there. I don’t have any plans unless going there and come what may counts as one. This reminds me of line that goes “we make plans but then love demands a leap of faith.” Well, I think I’m taking a leap of faith in going there…so does this make this weird, unexplainable bliss love? I think I’ve asked this to myself before. Oh yeah, I asked this question and answered that it was indeed love. It’s weird though because I don’t feel like this is déjà vu. It’s like what happened with Tio (and all the rest) is a past that needs to be thrown away. I mean look at what happened to that so-called “love”? It’s stowed away in some obscure corner gathering dust, slowly fading away into oblivion to become nothing more than a memory of what once was…then it’ll probably cease to be memory…it’ll probably be just a wisp of a memory.
Now that we’re on that topic, I wonder, “what will die with me when I die, what pathetic or fragile form will the world lose?” I guess these silly thoughts of an insomniac-slash-sleepyhead (ironic huh?) will…but who cares? The only one who will probably care will be dead too.
